Between Noise in My Head and Silence in the Beat. New Beat Drop
This weekend the pressure caught me again. My head was loud. Full of noise. Full of weight. I didn’t know what to do. The pain was real. My throat felt tight. My chest heavy. Everything in me was screaming for silence. But the thoughts kept running in circles. Faster. Tighter. Until I couldn’t breathe. Until nothing was left.
So I opened Logic. Built myself a beat. Not for fun. But because it was the only language I could speak. I edited samples, recorded new tracks. Over and over, until they finally felt right. No plan. No luxury. Only the pressure that pushed me forward.
In the end there was a rap beat. One of my strongest so far. Dark. Raw. Emotional. A hip hop instrumental that doesn’t shine. It scratches. Like my throat. It sounds like struggle, like doubt, like the search for freedom. Music that isn’t polished, but born from pain. It carries the weight of what I feel. And makes it audible. For me.
🎧 Listen to the full beat on YouTube:
📱 Short preview on the Instagram Reel:
You Are Not Alone
And if you’re fighting with pressure or compulsion yourself: you are not alone. There are many of us who find a way through music. Maybe you hear the beat and recognize a piece of yourself in it. Maybe you spit your own bars over it. Maybe this is the moment you realize: you don’t have to give up. You can build your own sound from it.
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